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Words

Chapter 4

Kevin gently urged Nick to his stomach and slowly began to rub his shoulders while kissing him softly on the neck. Encouraged by his moans Kevin continued hi s assault on Nick’s body only stopping to adjust his position to completely cover Nick’s body with his own. He was massaging Nick’s perfectly round bottom as he began to reach for the lube.

Nick was out of his mind with desire, but when he felt Kevin cover him he tensed. He wanted Kevin more than anything, but not this way. He hated making love like this, but even more so now. He wanted to be able to look into Kevin’s eyes and see the pleasure he gave him. He wanted and needed right now to see the love in Kevin’s eyes as he took him.

“Kevin ..please..not like this. I need to see you---please Boo.”

Kevin was so into what he was doing that Nick’s pleas caught him by surprise. “Nicky—baby---what’s wrong---you’re not going to be sick again …God Nick…I need you…Please baby…I need to love you…I need you …I” Nick interrupted him before he could finish.

“No….I just um. I need you so much Boo, but I need to see you ---hold you---I want to see you love me…please Boo…." Nick said so quietly and needy.

“Ok baby…turn over for me.”

As Nick turned over Kevin was floored by the desperation and need in his eyes. Nick looked as if he was afraid of something but Kevin dismissed it as his need to be held and to hold during sex. Nick always felt more loved this way.

“Nicky…Kevin crooned as he sucked on Nick’s neck—"Nicky ---you feel so damn good in my arms baby. I love you…"

“Oh..ahhh..Kevin more please---ahhh! Yeah!!! Right there!! Oh!! …." Kevin’s hands and lips made Nick crazy with want.

Nick thought he’d just burst into flames right there---Kevin took him to places he didn’t know existed.

Kevin slowly and carefully spread Nick’s thighs and gently rubbed his genitals—causing Nick to moan loudly and throaty…Kevin began to prepare Nick’s opening while sucking on his nipples and massaging his balls. Slowly sensing Nick’s acceptance he slid into Nick’s body. He was always so careful with Nick. Nick felt incredible. Kevin waited for Nick to adjust. Penetration was still painful for Nick, more so than Kevin liked so he was always patient not wanting to risk hurting Nick plus Nick always rewarded Kevin for his patience. Once aroused, Nick could be extremely receptive to Kevin’s demands on his body.

Kevin looked up to see tears in his angel’s eyes and almost froze—“Nick” he said softly as he continued to thrust steadily and slowly into his husband. “ I love –you” Kevin moaned.
“Are you ok----do you want me to stop baby”? Kevin said through pants and groans of pleasure. His mind telling him to stop, but his body badly needing his release.

“No," Nick said quietly. "I’m fine---I just love you so much." Kevin continued his strokes.
Nick moaned "…ahhh…Kevvvvv….."

“You make me feel so---good---uhhh! Oh baby!!!you are incredible! Nick…I ..uhhh! I need..cum for me baby…onnnn….I’m so close…uhhhh…" Kevin felt his restraint slipping …he reached between them and increased his strokes on Nick’s cock…urging him on. Both men groaning loudly ---soon the need for release coupled with the intense pleasure they were giving each other was just too much and they came screaming each other’s names.

Kevin crawled off of Nick’s body—pulling him into his arms. He cradled his love in his arms rubbing his back . Soon they both fell into a blissful sleep…contented, sated, and loved beyond measure.

Chapter 5

The next morning Kevin was awaken by the sound of Nick vomiting. He crawled out of bed padding to the bathroom finding his husband bent over the toilet groaning. “Alright Nicky—that’s it! Today you are going to see the doctor” Kevin said in a voice Nick knew not to challenge.

“Ok—um—I know you have meetings this afternoon so I’ll call and see if Bri can go with me. Ok”? Nick thought he noticed something in Kevin’s eyes, but he couldn’t name it so he let it go.

“Alright, but Nickolas—I want you to see someone today—understood?” Nick nodded and began to get up to shower and get dressed for breakfast.

After breakfast, Kevin left for his meetings with management while Nick waited on Brian.
He’d called Brian while Kevin was in the shower. Brian quickly agreed to accompany his best friend and cousin in-law to the doctor.

Brian, AJ, and Howie had been extremely supportive of Nick and Kevin’s marriage once they all saw that Kevin really was in love with Nick. They knew Nick had loved Kevin forever and didn’t want their younger brother hurt. Nick’s heart was as big as all outdoors and he was easily hurt.
The guys blamed themselves for Nick’s vulnerability because they had sheltered and protected him. Nick did not get to experience the ups and downs that most teens experienced which is why they would move heaven and earth to make sure he was happy, especially Brian.

Brian had always been Nick’s friend and protector even when Kevin wasn’t able to. He remembered how Kevin had freaked and buckled under the pressures initially put on them and their relationship. Brian was there to help Nick pick up the pieces and run interference helping them get together.

So when Nick had called Brian there wasn’t even a moment hesitation. He was always by Nick’s side for his most important events. He knew how much Nick hated going to the doctor’s, especially having just had a check up not too long ago. He really loved Nick and had often thought of how good they could be together, but he also knew Nick only had eyes for Kevin.
He was content to support them because he loved them both truly unconditionally.

Words Unspoken

Chapter 1

“Oh God,” Nick rushed to the bathroom to empty the contents of his stomach. Yet again he was reduced to worshipping at the altar of the porcelain god. “This just can’t be happening,” he moaned. He had all the symptoms and he knew that it could only be one thing because he had just been to the doctor’s for a physical less than 6 months ago.

He sat on the floor of the bathroom and sobbed quietly. The door opened—“Nick, sweetie are you ok?” His husband of 8 months asked.
“Yeah—I’m fine. I um guess the extra burrito didn’t agree with me.” He responded as he tried to smile to reassure his husband.

“Ok, I’ll get you something to help settle your stomach. I’ll be right back”
Kevin left to go find something in the pantry for an upset stomach.

“Oh God, what am I going to do” Nick thought about the ramifications of his being pregnant. He began to get extremely nervous. How was he going to tell his new husband that he was pregnant?

Kevin came back with something for his nausea. “Sweetie, can I do anything for you?”

“No, I’m fine.” Nick quietly responded as he unsteadily began to get up from the cold bathroom floor. Kevin was immediately by his side helping him clean up and then into the shower. Kevin helped Nick bathe and then sensing things were getting a little ‘hot’, he decided to go to the bedroom to give Nick some space to finish up. Their bodies had instantly responded to the slide of Kevin’s hands on Nick’s body as he helped Nick wash. Kevin wanted to take Nick right then, but he couldn’t since Nick was not feeling well. He thought to go to the bedroom and maybe ‘help’ himself before Nick came out.

Once Nick was cleaned up he returned to their bedroom and was stopped short as he entered. There lying on the bed completely naked, aroused and sexy as hell was his husband. Nick’s first thought was how could one man be so fine. He slowly walked over to stand in front of the bed and allowed his towel to drop to the floor. His own erection proudly displayed his lust for his husband.

“Kevin…..please” that was all it took. Before he could finish the phrase, Kevin was on the floor with Nick’s cock down his throat and sucking him like he was a rare delicacy. Nick’s head snapped back in ecstasy and moaned.

“Oh, Kev…ah!!!…um. Nick moaned Kevin’s name over and over as Kevin whirled his tongue around his penis. Nothing had ever felt this good. Nick was in heaven.

“Shh…oh baby…”Kevin moaned. “Let me love you.”

“Oh!! Kevin!…ahhh!!! ummmm.” Nick legs began to buckle from the overwhelming pleasure.

Chapter 2

Kevin couldn’t believe it. Nick was never this forward. He was always more than willing to please Kevin and once aroused could be incredibly sensual and responsive, but Nick never initiated sex. He was beginning to become more relaxed with his sexual desires, but he still had trouble overcoming his virginal sensibilities. They had waited to be together until they married. Their wedding night had been magical. Nick was so incredibly shy and the emotions had been so intense that they both cried. But even after all this time, Nick was still apprehensive initially and
he’d never be bold enough to just drop his towel so openly and ask for what he wanted from Kevin…so Kevin was definitely not going to deny him.

Kevin didn’t think he had ever seen anything as sexy as Nick standing there asking for him to pleasure him. He didn’t think he could get off of the bed fast enough to get to him. Nick horny was an incredible sight.

“Kev…Ohhh!! Baby I’m close…Ah! Please Kevin…don’t stoop…Ohhhhhhhh! Ahhhhh!” Nick moaned deep in his throat as he came down Kevin’s throat.

Kevin drank Nick’s juices with the fever of a man starved for his life force. He loved the taste of Nick’s essence.

As Nick began to come down from his incredible high, Kevin led him to the bed…touching and kissing him everywhere. He was rewarded with Nick’s complete compliance.

“Nicky, please baby…I need you…I need…Can I .”

Nick hesitated for only a moment. How could he possibly deny him? ”Yes, I need you too,” he whispered.

Kevin gently lay him down and began to love him from his head to his toes. He had to make sure to keep Nick thoroughly aroused before penetration or Nick would freeze up. Nick’s pain threshold was low, but he was incredibly tolerant when aroused.

Kevin began to slowly tasting Nick trying to ignore his painful erection and the urgent need to just bend Nick over and slam into him with all he had. “Oh God Kevin…that feels so good,” Nick whimpered as Kevin nibbled on his neck. He loved for Kevin to kiss him there.

“Oh baby you feel sooo good.” Kevin continued to kiss his way down his body. He took each sensitive nipple into his mouth and gently sucked the sensitive buds into his mouth encouraged by Nick’s moans and sighs of pleasure. He loved bringing Nick to this point. Knowing that at last Nick was his and he could touch, tease, and love him whenever he wanted. Nick was his.

He continued his ministrations over Nick’s sensitive skin as his beautiful husband writhed beneath his touch. Kevin slowly eased a finger into Nick’s body. Nick moaned but quickly accepted the intrusion. He was soon wanting more, demanding more and Kevin had to hold on. Nick aroused was a treat.
“Kev…please…please, I need more” Nick was panting with his need.

Kevin continued to tease him a little more. His lips all over Nick’s body while stroking Nick’s throbbing penis . Nick was beside himself with pleasure. “Kev…ohh…ahhh!!! I’m close! Kevin! Stop! Stop!” Nick was pushing Kevin away.

“Nicky, baby what’s wrong?” Kevin asked as he moved off of Nick

“Kevin..I…” Nick clamped a hand over his mouth and jumped off of the bed running to the bathroom….for the second time today. Kevin was close behind him. He was completely shocked, but more concerned about his husband at that point.

He held Nick’s head as Nick continued to vomit. Nick could only moan.

Once Nick was done, Kevin helped him up. “Nicky, are you sure you’re ok? I’m beginning to get a little worried.”

Nick wasn’t sure how to respond. He couldn’t let Kevin know he was pregnant. How could he? He knew Kevin didn’t want to have children yet. Kevin definitely wanted children, but just not anytime soon. They had discussed this numerous times even before they married. They’d decided on a birth control method together. Together being the key.

His mind immediately drifted back to how hard they had fought to be together. They had overcome all the objections posed by his family, management, and the guys. The thing that was the most objectionable to them was the age difference. His parents worried about Kevin’s influence while the guys felt like Kevin crossed a line that bordered on an incestual relationship because of their brotherhood as well as the fatherly role Kevin initially took with Nick when the group first got together. But eventually they had shown them all that their love was real and forever.

They had acknowledged their love to one another and eventually the others when Nick was 17, but neither wanted to do more than be together and get to know each other on a different level. They never even kissed until Nick’s 18^th birthday. Kevin knew in his heart that Nick was it for him so he asked for his hand 3 months shy of Nick’s 19^th birthday.

Nick smiled as he remembered his wedding and honeymoon in the Swiss Alps. It had all been a fairytale event and he thought he would live happily ever after in his dream beach home designed by his love to include their own private beach.

“Nicky,” Kevin began softly. This snapped Nick out of his daydream.

“Kev”…what was he going to do? How could he admit that he had allowed this to happen?
He knew Kevin’s reasons for wanting to wait to start a family and he was fine with them. It made complete sense to wait. They had promised the guys and management that they would not let their marriage affect their responsibilities to the group and here not even 6 months married and Nick was pregnant.

“Sweetie..” Kevin continued “…talk to me. Is there anything I should know?”

“Um, no Kev,,,I guess it’s just some 24 hour bug or something. I’ll be fine.” Kevin looked skeptical and Nick quickly spoke. “Honest!!” Nick smiled a smile he has long since perfected for the camera, but lacked the sincerity it was meant to convey.

“You sure..we should make a doctor’s appointment just in case. You know we have the tour coming up in a few months and with the schedule for rehearsals and studio time this would not be a good time for you to get sick.”

Nick sighed…”I k-know…I’m sorry Kev..for everything” Nick looked away. He looked so young and vulnerable that Kevin’s heart melted. He knew Nick was apologizing for more than not feeling well. Kevin thought back to what had been about to happen before Nick became ill. He felt his penis twitch and his arousal became evident.

“Um…Nick….how do you feel now?”

“Okay…”

“Just ok…” Kevin said with a tilt to his head and look in his eyes that told everything.

Nick was quick to catch on. As much as the thought of being intimate just now did not appeal to him, he felt he owed it to Kevin. Nick summoned his will and tried to respond eagerly to Kevin’s needs.

Kevin noticed the lack of desire in Nick’s eyes and felt guilty for causing Nick to feel obligated to love him after being sick twice.

“Sweetie, it’s ok…” he noticed Nick’s confusion. “Listen as much as I want you. As much as I always want you, why don’t we just go back to bed and just hold each other while we watch the sunrise like we use to …remember?”

Nick sighed. He hoped Kevin didn’t hear the relief in his voice. “Ok, I love you, Kevin….maybe..I’m sure I’ll feel better later”.

Kevin just smiled and scooped his loving husband up in his arms and carried him to their bed where he held him and whispered sweet words in his ear until he heard the even breathing and knew that his angel had fallen asleep.

He watched Nick, loving him more and more, until sleep overcame him and he lay in peace with his husband wrapped tightly in his arms.

Chapter 3

A little while later… Nick woke first. He lay there and watched his beautiful husband sleep. He silently prayed for things to work out although he wasn’t sure how that would happen now. All he knew for sure was that he loved Kevin with all of his heart. He’d loved Kevin since the first day he met him. He’d been in love with him since he was 14 and realized what he felt. Kevin was his world and he wouldn’t do anything to ruin that, especially after all they had gone through to be together.

The pressures of his family, management, and the guys had initially caused Kevin to turn away from him. Kevin rejected him because he fed into what the others thought. He had shattered Nick’s heart. Nick never wanted to feel that kind of pain again. The pain of loving and needing someone so much it could make you cry. And Nick had cried endless tears for Kevin.

And now he was going to have Kevin’s child. He was torn because he had never been happier while at the same time he was a nervous wreck because he knew Kevin would not be pleased. He wanted Kevin to want their child as much as he did. He wanted him to forget about the plans and just get caught up in the love and the idea of their child. Was it too much to ask for? He was absolutely distraught knowing what Kevin’s reaction was going to be.

He absently rubbed his stomach and thought of how perfect this child would be. How could it not with Kevin as the father?

He sighed loudly not realizing that Kevin had awaken…Kevin lay there beside his husband watching him…one of his favorite things to do was watch Nick, especially when Nick wasn’t aware he was being watched. He cherished the funny quirks, expressions, and smirks that were uniquely Nick. And now he had Nick and he could experience all that was Nick.

Kevin marveled at how perfect things were. He finally had Nick and was free to be with him. He hoped upon hope that Nick never regretted marrying so young, but Kevin needed Nick like he needed the air to breathe. He had to have him. He knew he wasn’t the only one to realize the gem that Nick was. He was always afraid of losing his love. He would never give Nick one minute of regret. He had to do all he could to make this work.

They made a pact to talk to each other and to listen. They wanted to make sure that nothing marred their world. They planned to take the time to fully know and love each other and then eventually one day they would have a family. They both wanted children. Nick would be ready at any moment, but Kevin just wanted to have the time with his husband to make wonderful memories.

Kevin watched Nick. He noticed the dreamy expression cross his beautiful face. He wondered what Nick was thinking about. Nick seemed to be glowing. “My beautiful golden baby,” Kevin softly said---Nick looked down to see the most beautiful creature and lost himself in those amazing green eyes. “God,” he gasped. “Kevin…you are absolutely amazing” he half panted/half whispered.

Kevin reached up to capture Nick’s lips in a mind blowing kiss that left them both dazed and breathless. As Kevin slowly pulled away he saw the longing and need in Nick’s eyes. A need only Kevin could fill----and he would…